Ever had a kiss that makes your heart race, your knees weak, your head swirl and you're convinced that you're Inlove?
I don't remember the last time I had that. To have someone kiss me, so fresh, so real, taking every inch of my lips and giving so much pleasure back. The type of kiss that makes your eyes automatically close so you can savour the taste with no distractions, so you can feel every bit of it and leave nothing behind. The type of kiss that sends waves all over your body and you feel giddy, wondering how you stand on just two feets. You lose your balance, almost falling, you lean into your partner, not wanting to give up this moment just because of a mere possiblity of falling down. No!. You lean into your partner and take more, kiss deeper, this moment standing out in a chaotic world. It could be burning outside but how dare they? how dare that chaotic world try to disturb this gracious moment? Everything seems so far away, so distinct, like another world, an imperfect world. But this world is perfect! I want to feel that again. To have my heart race, to kiss from within my soul, to want someone so much that I don't think about anything else. I want that feeling reciprocated too. To want to be touched, kissed, wanted. To have someone want to kiss me, taste me, touch me, savour every part of me. I want that. But I don't know when I'll have that again. To have that kiss that keeps you awake at 3am in the morning while others are still asleep, you're awake fantasizing about it. thinking about it. wanting it. I don't know if I'll ever have that again. To kiss from my heart. To have that kiss again.

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